When you are used to certain comforts and facilities, you get accustomed to them so much , suddenly you are deprived of those comforts , you start feeling helpless and rather irritated. Here the one I am referring is the internet access. I was spending most of my time browsing the web, rather stumbling upon, interacting in face book with my friends playing online games and so on.. Suddenly for the past two days, the internet access was stopped because we have applied for a new plan and the internet cannot be accessed till they give us a new password and user id.
I felt like fish out of water since all activities in the web could not be done . I blamed my husband we he rang up and he was upset with my remarks. I felt sorry the since he is no way responsible for what happened, rather he applied for a new plan in order to help me to use the net for online teaching job. I felt very bad for showing all my frustration to my husband and spoiling his mood!! I have done like this quite often in the past and I wish that this should be last time.
I was thinking of the ways of spending my time usefully and started clicking on each and every icons on the desktop and finding out about the application. Then I found out so much can be done even offline and put thoughts in this page!!All my frustration turned into flow of thoughts and that what you are reading now! I wanted to pen my thoughts I could do it. I told myself, "don't lose heart, think there must be a better way …" This can be applied in any similar situation in our life, "think, there must be a better way".